* s t a r d u s t a g a i n s t a p a l e s k y *

A falling star is a phenomenon to an adult and magic- a miracle- to a child. Who's right? Things are what you define them. So who am I? I guess it's up to you...

1.17.2005

*Relief*

I went to Borders and feel much better. I got a really good parking spot and got some really cool things. An Italian cookbook, Jessica Simpson DVD (only cuz the same exact songs on a CD were more expensive), The Recruit (YAY! WATCHING TONIGHT!), SURFER magazine, A book about the beach, and a little something for my beloved Jenni. I FEEL LIKE A NEW PERSON. usually shopping doesn't do that for me.. i'm not a shoping kinda person. i don't hate it but i get there, get it done, and go home.. i can't linger for 2 hours in the same store like my mother does.

Anyway I haven't talked to Mike in two days so I hope everything is going okay with him.. I think our sleeping schedules are already starting to mismatch. *sigh*. I really miss him a lot.. I thought about how weird it must be to have visited me and how well he adapted here and I love it, and I hope I could do the same in New York. In fact, I hope I can visit really soon because I really want to now that I talked to his mom on the phone for a little while. His family is so nice and so.. I dunno.. I guess more excited about significant others or something, i dunno. My parents don't take things seriously.. even when I was going out with Mickey.. they just you know.. they don't think things will last and when we broke up they were like "yea, we saw that coming" so.. I dunno. My mom did a lot more for Mike then she ever did for Mickey (like.. cooking for one thing.. and stuff like that.. which was really cool :-D) so I dunno. I don't know what I"m talking about. I'm going to watch the Recruit after West Wing. Go me.

I'm lonely.

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