* s t a r d u s t a g a i n s t a p a l e s k y *

A falling star is a phenomenon to an adult and magic- a miracle- to a child. Who's right? Things are what you define them. So who am I? I guess it's up to you...

2.15.2005

*It's Just Not*

I dreamed about him all night and I think I honestly would do anything to pull him out of my dreams and have him here again.

And I realized that I feel a certain way about this relationship that is totally different from every other one. It wasn't just something that started randomly and ended randomly (although one of those is true). It's something that I knew from the first time I saw him. It's something that.. made me be outgoing just to get to know him. It's something that was worth extra late nights getting to know him. It's something that made me happy to get up in the morning. It's something that I felt that can't be denied. We had something. And it wasn't just everybody's something. It was something else entirely. There was a connection there deeper than a 4 month relationship that just couldn't handle a move. There was something different. And I don't think I can just let it go like that.

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